I'm angry....

I'm angry at my mom, she would rather be closed up about everything than let me be open about it. She didn't support me through my pregnancy.

I'm angry at my grandmother because every time I bring up Ethan she clams up and doesn't say a word. She makes me feel bad for even talking about Ethan.

I'm mad at bio dad because he wasn't there. He... I can't even find words to finish it.

I'm reading my coping with open adoption ebook. And things have come to light again. I want to get them out.