Why i got pregnant

I didn't meaningfully tried to get pregnant. It happened. I wasn't on birth control. I had finished bleeding from the pill which had messed me up.

In the year before I got pregnant, adrians dad left me. It affected me and shamed me, because I wad trying to move on. But instead everyone thought I got pregnant because she did.

It was being pregnant and single that brought me the most shame. I kept thinking omg, what am I going to do.

I gave Ethan up because society said it was a happy thing to do.

Adrian had a lot to do with.choosing adoption. How was I going to raise two kids being single.